LOVE

I love that you know me.
I love your special expressions.
I love the way you say my name.
I love the way you want to tell me things.
I love your smile.
I love your laugh.
I love that we have the same sense of humour.
I love that we're on the same wavelength.
I love the friendly flirting.
I love our conversations.
I love that you care, even if it's not the kind of care that i want.
I love that you are never awkward around me.
I love the way your eyes light up when you laugh.
I love how you're such a geek sometimes.
I love that i'm your favourite.
I love that our hands fit together perfectly.
I love that you're concerned about me.
I love that you make me do that cliche sigh.
I love how you make me burst into fits of laughter after everything that you say, because you are really that funny to me.
I love how you trust me.
I love how we're best friends.
I love that you're close by.
I love that i was able to know you.


Should I say more?

DIA

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Kita ada masalah, kita tak ada masalah, tolang jangan lupa Dia. Ingatan untuk diri sendiri.

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EEN JOM MENGUMPAT

Sometimes I feel like making a video, just like Anwar Hadi, Matluthfi90 and of course, nigahiga. I wish I can be like them, making videos about people. Sometimes people just, you know, sucks. I don't really like the idea of people coming and acting like they are superior. Bangang punya orang. Kau buat aku rasa nak mencarut macam-macam. Een, I really need to mengumpat with you now.  

Okay, here's the thing. I'm getting out of my current house by the end of this month. So, maknanya ada satu minggu lagi untuk kemas-kemas barang and get out. Masalahnya dengan orang yang tak faham bahasa ni, dia tak faham. Woi bengap, kau tak nampak, aku ada kat dalam rumah tu lagi ke? Kau dah buat rumah tu macam rumah kau sendiri. Kau bawak kawan-kawan kau masuk rumah tu, padahal aku tak keluar lagi. Now ada empat orang dalam rumah tu. Kau tau tak betapa bengangnya aku pagi tadi sebab lambat masuk bilik air sebab kau ngan kawan-kawan kau tu? Come on la, aku ada lagi kot, kau tak payah nak berlagak sangat. Barang-barang aku semua kau dh letak tepi. Macam sial je perangai. Kalau ye pun kau nak kemas rumah tu, kau bagitau aku, aku boleh kemaskan barang-barang aku. Rumah tu atas nama aku lagi kau tau. Dah la kau bawak kawan-kawan kau tu masuk, bukan nya kau bayar bil. Bingai punya orang. Aku serious tak peduli kalau kau terbaca benda ni. Aku memang nak mengata kau. Ada aku kisah. Macam aku tak tau kau pun ada mengata aku. Bodoh! Ada jugak orang macam ni rupanya. Dah la kawan aku yang sorang tu muka macam cuka. Masam! Macam harem.

Okay, nanti aku sambung mengumpat. Bye.

CAN'T BUY IT YET

Anybody please, buy me a keyboard?



P/S: I really wanted to play Wedding Dress by Taeyang.

FREE

Okay, ni pun post yang macam tak ada purpose sangat, actually ada, tapi tak tau nak cakap macam mana. Here's the thing, baru je lepas tengok video this one guy came to watch Liverpool's training session wearing a Man U's shirt. Okay okay, I know what you're going to say. Things like, "dah nama training Liverpool, pakai la baju Liverpool" and such. Tapi kita kena ingat, we live in free country, takkan sebab tu pun nak kecoh, sampai masuk Youtube. Dah nak akhir zaman ke, I wonder. Seriously, just let him be, no need to make him take off his shirt. Kesian that guy, dia datang elok-elok, nak tengok training session tu, tak payah la nak buat scene. You know, my ex-boyfriend wouldn't mind watching other team's game wearing a Man U's shirt. *lari topik kejap* Tapi tu lah dia, orang sekarang ni makin pelik(maybe this is a proper word to describe them). Tengok video tadi pun, nampak muka-muka Melayu, siap ada this girl yang pakai tudung snap gambar jugak. Entah la. 

P/S: Mr.Boyfriend, I'm counting days. :)

PICTURE OF YOU

It's nothing actually. Tiba-tiba semangat. Nanti nak amek gambar banyak-banyak when you come. :)

CLEAN-BERSIH

Okay, first of all, aku tak mengundi, aku tak pihak pada siapa-siapa, cuma nak tulis apa aku fikir. Korang tak suka apa aku tulis, jangan baca. Semua orang bising pasal bersih ni, aku pernah tanya akak depan rumah aku ni, bersih tu apa. Bukan nak cakap aku ni ignorant, tapi aku rasa benda macam tu tak worth it pun kita nak kecoh-kecoh. Hari ni tadi aku bukak facebook, aku tengok ramai sangat orang post video ni. Aku tengok la, video ni pasal apa. Basically, video ni nak tunjuk macam mana polis-polis buat kerja. Macam mana diorang handle benda-benda macam ni. Aku tengok tadi, rasa macam geram gak ngan polis-polis yang berkaitan tu. Aku nak tegaskan kat sini, aku bukan cakap kat semua polis yang ada kat Malaysia ni, cuma certain je. Aku tak tau kenapa diorang bertindak sampai macam tu sekali, tapi yang aku rasa, diorang dah kena brief awal-awal, macam mana nak handle orang yang ikut bersih ni nanti. So aku rasa diorang ni cuma ikut arahan, yang nak marah, marah ketua diorang. Mana diorang nak berani buat macam tu kalau bukan dapat arahan dari pihak atasan? Tapi please la, perlu ke nak sepak-sepak orang? Kau nak ke orang sepak-sepak anak kau macam tu? Sanggup ke kau nak tengok? Okay, berbalik pada polis, actually, aku tulis post ni nak cakap pasal polis je. Tak semua polis macam tu, korang kena ingat tu. Takkan sebab polis yang turun masa bersih tu, semua polis kena? Come on la, jangan nak cakap ikut sedap mulut je. Pasal bersih ni, aku tak nak sentuh, aku tak nak tuding jari kat siapa-siapa, nanti tak pasal-pasal, aku kena tangkap ISA.haha Aku baca gak komen-komen orang yang tengok video tu. Macam-macam, tapi tu diorang punya pendapat, kita cuma boleh dengar je. Ada yang sokong, ada yang bantah, ada yang marah-marah, ada yang siap gaduh-gaduh lagi kat youtube tu. Tapi ada satu tu, aku agak respect la dengan cara dia bagi pendapat.

So, people out there, don't do the judging as you like.

P/S: Aku bising-bising macam ni sebab boyfriend aku polis, dia tak ada kaitan pun ngan bersih, tapi kena gak tempias. Mana tak aku angin sikit. Cakap siang pandang-pandang, cakap malam dengar-dengar la wei.

JUST PUSH THROUGH

Look around, it's deadly night

You've been losing every fight

You're hope is, feeling broken

You're feet are rough, they're scraped and bruised

But still have strength to take you through,

Into,

The dark

Just close your eyes

And push right through

I know it's tough right now

This was meant for you

When the clouds are gone

Not a shadow in sight

You'll be drenched in the sun

With open eyes

At the beach, the waves will crash

Tuck and grab and pull you back

The sun may, be covered in gray

The sand will itch, itself may burn

Hurricane will take it's turn

Until,

The dawn

Just close your eyes

And push right through

I know it's tough right now

This was meant for you

When the clouds are gone

Not a storm insight

You'll be drenched in the sun

With open eyes

So close your eyes, shut them tight

Let it be, and it will fade away (fade away)

Push on though the strength in you

Let it be, and wish it all away (all away)

With open eyes,

Open wide,

It's all good now, watch it fade away,

Day by day

Just close your eyes

And push right through

I know it's tough right now

This was meant for you

When the clouds are gone

Not a storm insight

You'll be drenched in the sun

With open eyes.

I hope you are reading this, you-know-who-you-are. I might not be there with you, but I'll always be there to listen. We always will.

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P/S: TOLONG LA CEPAT SEMBUH.